...feelings...

a smile across my face after i finished it. sense of accomplishment and my time well-spent. i am proud of myself. how many times can you witness karen, the lazy bum, glued her eyes to a small, squarish, thick stack of papers? in history, twice only. once was when i was reading the harry potter series and now, the dan brown series. the more i read, i the more i realised his stories are more or less about the same. however, i am captivated by the thrills and smart twists in the stories. =) like how things started to fall in place when the story is ending, how he cleverly made unexpected situations possible and everything. cool....

after reading digital fortress, it came upon me how easily a human mind can be corrupted unknowingly. we always assume that no matter what we do, we always do it in the best interest of everyone, probably paying more attention on the well-beings of our loved ones. however, we fail to weigh the consequences of our actions. sometimes, people turn to the evil side just to achieve a particular motive which they believe to be for the good of mankind. they felt the ends justify the means, so why not? bullshit! i do not believe there is only a solution to a problem. be flexible!!!! if there exists only a soultion to a problem, why are there so many alternatives methods that we can use to solve simple math problems? model drawing, diagrams... sometimes, we just need to think out of the box, jump out of our comfort zone, observe and listen. one day, we will find the solution.

is it possible for one to forget the past and move on with life? if the past is that easy to forget, why does memories exist? humans are weird. the more you want to get rid of something, the harder it is for you to do so. why? sometimes, i really wish there is this device that can erase all the bad, painful, sad, horrible memories away from my brain. that will leave more space for happy memories isnt? i just want to keep going forward. is that too much of a request?

why am i writing in such a groomy mood? i read in one of my friends' blog, laughter is the best medicine on earth. =) i agree!!!! someone does not believe that a person like me actually fall sick. HA. i am just a plain jane afterall. nothing fantastic. nothing amazing. just the ordinary me.

"laugh more. it helps."